a tangerine dream

randomprattles

i dont go for party boys. they party all night, drink, dance and raba2 random girls.
i cant live with that.

i dont go for guys with huge bikes. they love to go riding with chicks every other night. and then maybe bang them somewhere. huge bikes dont impress me at all.
i cant live with that.

i dont go for guys with any type of bikes. they like to play with danger and think everybody is challenging them on the PIE. stupid brainless cocky fucks. still got P plate some more.
i cant live with that. 

i dont go for nsmen. they only want one thing from you. those horny bastards. go and wank yourselves off to handporn.
i cant live with that.

i dont go for guys with horrible pick up lines. hi ni mamat. leh kenal2? TAK BOLEH. now go and fuck yourself.

i dont go for guys who are outrageously mentel around girls. you are a man. dont go acting mentel like a girl. creeps me out.
i cant live with that. 

 

well not all guys are bad. i just have something against all those people.
bf is the bestest.

i shouldnt be spewing vulgarities since its you know, the holy fasting month and all but i’m not fasting. so i’m excused. sort of. hahaaa

happy fasting!

<3

mush!

bebeh i didnt realize how long its been.
i feel like i’ve known you my whole life.
you know i love you!

it sucks when your past finally catches up with you. it feels like dejavou(sp?).
if only its as simple as flushing the toilet after you’ve taken a shit.

this feeling. i hate it. its so hard.
everybody has their own load of emotional baggage, don’t you think? mine, could pretty much sink a ship.

oh god, give me strength to pass this by.

again

it has happened yet again.

my fucking line got suspended. using prepaid is my last resort. i hate prepaid. i hate change.
i’m waiting for the 31st april to come quickly. so my bank account will be filled with numbers not just a number.

road to recovery

because i cant let go and you are… you.
only time will tell

loves,
ukbms

ku rasakan pudar dalam hatiku

i’ll never ever ever trust you again. i’ve only been away for 10 days and you give me shit.
i feel so used and taken for granted. and obviously fucked up.

trust doesnt exist anymore. i’ll never love you the way i did before. its slowly fading. fading to nothing. how would you feel if i did the same thing to you? has it ever crossed your mind what would have happened if i ever knew?
of course it didnt. who am i anyways.

i don’t know what you’ll do to gain my trust in you again.
next time its

goodbye, i never wanna see you again
goodbye, i don’t wanna be your friend
so long, now we’ve reached the end

 

something to think about

there’s always a somebody out there for everybody.
but how do you know that that somebody you’re with now is that somebody?
do you stay with him and keep your heart open for that other somebody to come?
or do you just make do with what you have and convince yourself that he’s the one?

inevitable

i thought it will never ever happen to me but…. today it did.

my line kene suspend lah sial. buh. i can only receive calls and msgs. dammit! sheeesh when is bibik gonna pay me…. i need to pay my bill.

*frust*

i wonder how much longer i can take this.

when will i have the guts to throw in the towel?

why is it so hard to say goodbye?

… a part of me died. a part of me changed.
i feel like i made a mistake.
*sigh*
when will you ever take me seriously…

X

How old will you be in 3 years?
-24

Do you think you’ll be married by then?
-i have no idea. if anybody wants to marry me then marry ah

Last person you talked to?
-ma

Who was the last person to text you?
-phat-sie

Who was the last person you hugged?
-mangkok. dulang. piring. pinggan. i like utensils. LOL

What were you doing at midnight last night?
-watching tv

Parents separated/divorced/married?
- married

Last time you saw your dad?
-yesterday

What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?
-i was asleep. shall i type what i dreamt?

What is your fav color?
-green, black, lavender

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare
feet?
-shoes. i have a shoe fetish. heee

Are you a social person?
-depends.

What was the last thing you drank?
-plain water

Favorite ice cream?
-ROCKY ROAD! and chocolate fudge brownie and lime sorbet. but sorbet aint an ice cream right?

What is your favorite dessert?
-too many to mention

Whats your favorite song right now?
-too many

What kind of jelly do you like on your
peanut butter sandwich?
-i like jam

Do you like coffee?
-yes!

How many glasses of water a day do you
drink on average?
-4 i think

What do you drink in the morning?
-warm water

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
-nopess

Do you know how to play poker?
-nopesss

Any plans for this week?
-work

Do you eat out or at home more often?
- out

Have you ever been in an ambulance?
-never

Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
-pool

Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle
seat?
-window!

Do you know how to
drive a stick shift?
- hmmm??

What is your favorite thing to spend
money on?
- food! and nonsense stuffs

Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
-nope

Do you speak any other language?
-yes

Can you roll your tongue?
-yes

Who is the funniest person you know?
-hmmm…. nobody. everybody’s funny rating is almost the same

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
-never. i’m afraid of them

What is the main ring tone on your phone?
-

Do you still have clothes from when you
were little?
-yes!

What is the color of your bedroom wall?
-purpurrrl

Do you shut off the water when you brush
your teeth?
-nope

Are you crushing on someone right now?
-what? I’M SO FAT MEH?

Do you have any tattoos, or piercings?
-piercings

Are you bored?
- VERY

Are you in a serious
relationship now?
- maybe?

What is on your mouse pad?
-i dont have one

What’s your favourite fruit?
- honeydew.

Do u wish to be a pilot someday?
- what type of a pilot? pilot pen?

What is the colour of your pants
rite now?
- black

Do u have a lot of admirers?
- donno.

Do u think about your love problems?
- sometimes

Is your computer in your bedroom?
-nope

Is your hair long or short?
-medium

Do u like going to the supermarket
with your parents?
- no.

How much is your allowance for one
month?
-never really bother to count

How long does it take for u to make
your hair?
-10 mins?

Where did you last go?
- out

What you had for breakfast this
morning?
-rice and rendang for sahor. wheee

What you had for dinner last night?
- hmm… ramly burger, hotdog, bbq chicken. was in geylang mah

do yoo sleep alone ?
-yup

Who is beside u now?
-nobody

What is the last thing u touched
before u went on the comp?
-myself. HAHAH

Who’s the prettiest/hottest
girl/guy you know?
- secret lah

The best feature of the girl/boy u
like?
-hmmm…. the nose the eyes the boncit LOL

The sweetest thing someone said to
you?
-you lost weight. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Something you want to tell him/her?
- sleep more

Why do u like him/her?
-because he’s likeable. HAHAHAHAH

Inner/outer beauty?
-a little bit of both?

Ever had a dream come true?
- hmmmm… not yet. i cant be a millionaire overnight right?

Do you like the smell of durians ?
makeURL(”-ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww…..i hate the”,”eHNsL2J1bGxldGluLnhzbA==”);- depends

You ever wished you were royal?
- nope. i’m very unprincessy

what’s the worst thing you’ve faced
recently?
-money no enough

What do you get complimented on all
the time?
-hey, you have flawless skin. LOL

Who do you want to meet?
-adam brody of course!